I'm Back + Explination

Hey guys!

So as you all have probably noticed, I haven't posted in almost a month.

Seeing as this is a blog about myself, my likes and interests, and general other things, I feel that it is only fair if I share with you all why I haven't posted recently.

For the past 7 years, I've been self-harming, and last December, I was diagnosed with depression.  The doctors were under the assumption that it was only a small spell and that it would pass with the help of a few pills.

8 months on and I'm still taking medication to manage my depression, and it was working well, up until I finished college.  During the summer, because I'm yet to find work, my days are spent doing pretty much nothing at all, which gives the more darker thoughts a lot more space to creep into my mind.

Basically, it got to the stage where that every time I did something wrong (by accident), like spilling a drink, I would be in tears (The term 'Crying over spilled milk' comes to mind XD).

Yep, it's unreal..

Unfortunately, I feel that the doctors were a tiny bit wrong in their diagnosis.  I believe this because over the past month, I have and still continue to experience manic highs and lows.

Thankfully, the highs seem to last longer than the lows now.

Anyways, I'm now waiting to get an appointment with my GP to re-assess my diagnosis and possibly up my dosage, so hopefully everything goes well with that.  The reasoning for this is because depression, and more importantly, Bi-polar Disorder runs on my mother's side of the family.

So, because of all of the crap above, I haven't been able to focus on my blog.  I have been keeping up with nail art, but it's a lot easier to paint nails than to write about it..

My next entry will be soon though!

I have it planned out to a T!

It's going to be a written review of the products I received in last month's GlossyBox UK  and a video of this months and my initial opinions!

I'm really looking forward to this because I enjoyed making the last video ^^!

Thank you all for sticking by me.  It means so much to me <3

Until next time...